is what I normally said every morning when I wake up and see someone, but I hope that sentence will be changed someday, perhaps something nicer like: “good morning” or “let’s do jogging ok?”
go to work, work a lot but unproductive since last week, no big progress, a bit scared according to time line and deadline. I wonder why am I so? I blamed often my self why I quit from killer stick, specially when I need more “kick” against the stress of work. I told Juan that sometime I wish I still smoke that stick, I feel like sometime life is so boring without that stick, no kick at all, no chemical reaction contaminated my blood, brain and nerve which could give me some “relaxed” affect in some situation. if you feel stressed, sad, disappointed or simply feel bad, you will be relaxed a bit.
it’s exact 86 days left since I quit from killer stick. I quit because I believe in something, wow, but yes, there’s always a reason. I can’t guarantee that I will quit forever. somehow if you don’t believe in something anymore definitely, you will take another way, right?
I’m happy and I hope that people around me are happy too.
some to dos:
- leave the church or religion community (I pay a lot for services that I never get or demand),
- go to fitness club (I paid for that since last month but I never been there),
- get to know how to get ticket to semarang for september,
- work harder, no big progress so far.
- talk with someone.
that’s all, help me if you can 
Posted by juni 
